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Losing Stardust

by Lost Paws

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1.
Reservation 03:23
I say I'm there, but reservation's there too There's no chase, no time, no other way back So save your breath, it's second guessing's last night You're already there when it all went bad Please don't call, you must understand, this hurts me too much I don't want anything but love, and it's all behind me It stays in the air, reservation cries out, only to find that the body didn't shout And I need to know, but resolution missed us, hopelessly tied when it all went bad It makes no sense, losing stardust in our heads It makes no sense, trusting powers till the end I'm not the same man, breaking arms just to pretend It makes no sense It's freaking me out, dark station cries loud, and already knows that it all went bad
2.
Did you get the message? I supposed to send you, upstate underground Looking back on Brooklyn, thinking bout the things I should have asked you Tell me what's you mission, show me how you focus all your energies Show me what I'm missing, all these crazy pistons, you have found Tell me all your secrets, something that you've hid from, meet me on the other side of this horizon Sorry to keep calling, don't mean to be a bother I thought you said something Miss our conversations, your friendly adulations, from when you were high I think of my obsessions, how you always met them, head on You're a heavy-hitter, truly a contender, meant for more Try to keep my head up, and sometimes I miss you, God it feels so helpless, I wish somehow I'd known This circumstance is born from my, losing your fire Did you get the message? I supposed to send you, I'd carry your fire
3.
Stop and start, we all need to rest It would be for the best, but the world looks ahead now No mistakes, no more time, it's the loneliest life, So I stay in this place, and I pray it escapes me Stop, this heart, the loneliest part, This heart, the loneliest part From time to time, the stars will divide, Against all other things, and it seems like an omen I am lost in this act, that my world is intact And I try to react, it gets lost in my head now
4.
Sing To... 02:19
Sing to a lonely star all night, trust in the omen to guide your heart And all this hope is moving towards, restlessly coping, to no relief Sing to Cygnus and Orion, but never reaching this faraway home And all this time, we've set out across the line, restlessly hoping to no relief Last night I sat alone, waiting for that wall to crumble But I know it'll never fall, still I resolve to show
5.
What's that there, trying not to care What gets under your skin, marbled porcelain Say hello or say goodbye, you know its do or die Stay along the sidelines, in a nervous flight Ceaseless ordinary, for reasons hard to believe It keeps us out of reach, but not worth reaching for Is it yours to decide? Is it yours to define? Takes its toll again, restless birds in flight What's in there? trying not to care What gets under your skin, marbled porcelain Nothing has to win, words that... care
6.
Sunflower 03:54
Do you know why, my sunflower, is it much to desire? Does he know why, he runs further, in the tracks of the dying? Is it much to decide, just how far to run to? Why move forward, when I can stay, Right here in the arms, of a farewell grace? With a chance to move on, does he take it, or let it go? Did you question at all, your whole life's purpose, did you question at all? Was it much to dissolve, this hopeless progress, that you built for so long? I'll take and I'll go, just looking for an open window And you're pacing the halls, with anxious eyes, oh why, can't I get it off my mind? To have a fool's gold, in restless kind, oh why, such a fearful compromise? And these hopeless thoughts to a distressed mind, are mine, field that consolation prize Takes a stupid one, and don't you know, to dare, to dare, to dare ask why
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8.
Crawl 04:00
Making my way through your old stomping ground Sifting my eyes through its lost and found I think of myself as a place in your mind Do you think of the ways you look in mine? I am outside of myself and looking backwards, Into the eyes of someone else, who has No love, at all, left for me Pieces of earth scattered round in the snow I sift through the cracks to find nothing at all You dragged me along, it's what we know And now I'm not sure how to crawl on my own This lost and found, offers something Its lies are told without a sound A shoe that does not, fit anymore It won't cry out, just lose its skin, I'm losing skin
9.
Season, watch it turn red, now Reason, none was ever given up And I know, none will ever stand for us, at all And I know, it'll turn red, now Seasons reside, in this heart, above all It's all that we are, just a reason to crumble A sense of life connects us all But some of it seems, so out of control And reason, it tempts us test the fantasy For freasons, we were led to believe And I know it'll turn red, now Season, watch it turn red, now

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released February 16, 2018

I'm not Mark

Photo by Jeremiah Bulkowski
Mastering and additional artwork design by Cam Frank

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